500 plus

It has been over 500 days since we submitted our first application in the adoption process, and today I am filling out MORE paperwork.  When we thought I would be filing our I-600 in December, we filled out the paperwork, got everything notarized, and all ready to go.  We were not able to file then, so guess what.  We have to redo everything.  I am so overwhelmed by the papers and the copies and the notaries.  I don't even like my name any more after filing it in and signing it so many times. Please pray I can stay sane through the rest of the process because today I am hanging on my a thread.